Hard to Be Me is a comedy-drama television pilot created by and starring Edward Robert Bach.[1] The show follows Kevin Hamilton, a second-year art student played by Bach, who documents his weekly experiences through a vlog and art.[2]

Hard to Be Me
Created byEdward Robert Bach
StarringEdward Robert Bach
Kendra North
Katie E. Jones
Michael Garvey
Ali Walton
Doug Henderson
Megan Hurst
Kelli Biggs
Estenia Goodridge
Carleen Troy
Brandon Rice
Opening theme
Country of originUnited States
Original languageEnglish
No. of episodes1
Production
Executive producersEdward Robert Bach
Robert P. Bach
Virginia Ryker
ProducersLauren Gildner
Aditi V. Desai
Edward Robert Bach
Virginia Ryker
Running time45 minutes

This innovative framing device led critics to label it "the first web web 2.0 television show". Director Erik Cieslewicz cited this aspect as a key reason for his involvement in the project.[3][4] The pilot's creators described the show as a blend of Gilmore Girls a little Everybody Hates Chris",[5] with this mix of styles being a major component of the series.[6][7]

Hard to Be Me won a "slew of awards at film festivals"[8] and was also pitched to several networks,[9] ultimately landing on Amazon Prime.

Synopsis

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Using the framing device of Kevin's video blog, the pilot follows Kevin receiving the weekly assignment of creating the blog from his demanding Communications 101 professor Dr. Candice Wilkes (Biggs). His first blog, introducing his family and friends, introduces the audience to the universe of the show as well.[5] The show also follows a group of characters, who—like the audience—are watching Kevin's blog as part of the narrative of the show.[3]

Cast

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  • Edward Robert Bach as Kevin Hamilton
  • Kendra North as Patricia Hamilton
  • Katie E. Jones as Shannon Hamilton
  • Michael Garvey as Patrick Hamilton
  • Ali Walton as Olivia Willis-Henshall
  • Doug Henderson as Daniel Corrigan
  • Megan Hurst as Juliet Crawford
  • Kelli Biggs as Dr. Candice Wilkes
  • Estenia Goodridge as Melody
  • Carleen Troy as Shareece
  • Brandon Rice as Malcolm

Production

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Bach stated that "There is definitely some of me in the plot and character developed around Kevin" and that he hoped "Viewers will see themselves in all the characters" as well.[1] It took approximately a year from start to finish to produce the pilot episode.[10] Bach stated numerous times that he would like the characters in the show to be relatable and empathetic while the plots to be universal and family friendly.[1][6] Additionally, the reason to set the show in Washington, D.C. was to show "the softer, non-political side of DC and the people who live here."[7]

According to Cieslewicz, "the goal from the beginning was to create a broadcast-ready pilot",[10] and that the production considered "hundreds" of actors from the Washington, D.C. area when casting.[4] Kevin's favorite artist in the show is also one of Bach's as well: Drew Struzan. According to Bach, Struzan "liked the idea of the Pilot"[7] and his self-portrait appears in the pilot.[11]

In August 2010, the show reached an agreement with Cyndi Lauper to provide her track "It's Hard to Be Me" as the theme song of the show.[9] Before that date, and beginning again in 2020, the theme song for the show is " Ready or Not " by Long Since Forgotten.

Release

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As of June 29, 2020, the Pilot episode of "Hard to Be Me" is available to stream on Amazon Prime.

Reception

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In addition to calling the pilot "the first web 2.0 TV show", The Wausau City Pages also described it as "giving a truly unique perspective on youth, life and social media technology."[3] Blogger William Powell declared in his review that the show was "directed with crisp professionalism by Erik Cieslewicz" and that "Hard To Be Me is a pilot that will probably wind up on the small screen on a major network soon. Mark my words."[5]

Awards

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Year Category Institution or publication Result Notes Ref.
2011 Best Dramedy New York International Independent Film and Video Festival Won Short Category [12]
2011 Silver Award California Film Awards Won TV Pilot Category [13]
2010 Best TV Pilot New York International Independent Film and Video Festival Won [14]
2010 Leading Actor
Leading Actress
TV Pilot
Accolade Competition Won Edward Robert Bach
Kendra North
Award of Excellence
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References

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  1. ^ a b c Fill, Gerald (March 4, 2010). "Resident Creates, Writes, and Acts in New TV Show". Mount Vernon Gazette. Retrieved November 16, 2010.[permanent dead link]
  2. ^ Jung, Jamie (October 28, 2010). "Central Wisconsin's version of Cannes- Local film festival an 'eye-opening' experience". Stevens Point Journal. Retrieved November 16, 2010.[permanent dead link]
  3. ^ a b c Corvino, Dino (October 28 - November 4, 2010), "Movies With a Wisconsin Connection". Wausau City Pages.
  4. ^ a b O'Donnell, Joseph (August 1, 2010). "Interview with Director Erik Cieslewicz". Eerie Digest (Interview). Retrieved November 16, 2010.
  5. ^ a b c Powell, William (March 11, 2010). "Hard To Be Me TV pilot features many DC actors". The Examiner.[citation needed]
  6. ^ a b Sklar, Debbie. "Hard to Be Me shoots for prime time television". The Accolade Awards (Interview). Archived from the original on November 26, 2010. Retrieved November 16, 2010.
  7. ^ a b c O'Donnell, Joseph (July 1, 2010). "Interview with Edward Bach – Hard to Be Me Pilot". Eerie Digest (Interview). Retrieved November 16, 2010.
  8. ^ Uhlig, Keith (November 5, 2010). "Filmmaker with Wausau roots brings TV pilot back to central Wisconsin". Wausau Daily Herald. Retrieved November 16, 2010.[permanent dead link]
  9. ^ a b O'Donnell f, Joseph (October 1, 2010). "Press Release – "Hard to Be Me" – Art in Real Life". Eerie Digest. Retrieved November 16, 2010.
  10. ^ a b Hutton, Carrie (November 4, 2010). "Independent films coming to region". Wausau Daily Herald. Retrieved November 16, 2010.[permanent dead link]
  11. ^ "Hard to Be Me" (Trailer #1). Retrieved November 16, 2010.
  12. ^ "New York Film and Video Festival". Archived from the original on 2011-07-21. Retrieved 2011-02-09.
  13. ^ "California Film Awards". Archived from the original on 2012-04-23.
  14. ^ "New York International Independent Film and Video Festival".
  15. ^ "Accolade Competition" (PDF). Archived from the original (PDF) on 2012-03-12.
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