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I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki

In this Korean name, the family name is Baek.

I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki (Korean: 죽고 싶지만 떡볶이는 먹고 싶어; RR: Jukgo sipjiman tteokbokkineun meokgo sipeo) is a 2018 memoir by Baek Sehee. The book follows Baek's conversations with her psychiatrist regarding her depression while also addressing other topics related to mental health and selfhood. Since its self-publishing in 2018, the book has become a nationwide bestseller and been translated in 25 countries, selling over a million copies total worldwide.[1] In 2022, an English translation by translator Anton Hur was published by Bloomsbury Publishing.[2]

I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki
AuthorBaek Sehee
Original title죽고 싶지만 떡볶이는 먹고 싶어
TranslatorAnton Hur
LanguageKorean
GenreMemoir, self-help
PublisherSelf-published
Publication date
February 2018
Publication placeSouth Korea
Published in English
November 1, 2022
Pages208 (English)
ISBN978-1635579383

Production

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The book was initially self-published throughout 2018 through Tumblbug, a South Korean crowdfunding site. In total, Baek's project on behalf of the memoir's production and distribution received 20 million won from 1,292 supporters, exceeding Baek's original target of 1.5 million won. After the project's closure, Baek sold approximately 2,500 copies in three editions distributed to small bookstores across South Korea. The first edition was printed in February, the second edition was printed in April, and the third edition was printed in June.[3] Later in 2018, the manuscript was acquired and edited by Heun Publishing for even larger distribution. Heun Publishing would also handle Baek's sequel to the book.[4]

Contents

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The book contains records of conversations which Baek had with her psychiatrist, specifically regarding her diagnosis of dysthymia. Baek had begun seeing her psychiatrist while she was working as a social media director for a publishing house. In addition, Baek includes essays which reflect further on issues pertaining to mental health, dating, womanhood, and trauma.

Critical reception

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Kirkus Reviews wrote that the book can be universally relatable despite the fact that "Some of the author's discussions relate directly to Korean culture".[5] Publishers Weekly found the debut "stilted", with some of its serious topics "lost in the weeds", and wrote that "Sehee's mission to normalize conversation about mental illness is an admirable one, but this memoir fails to animate that goal."[6]

Many critics lauded Baek's transparency in addressing her struggle with depression.[7][8] The Kathmandu Post wrote that "The author's real-life experiences enrich the book, making it compelling. Readers can resonate with her struggles, adding an engaging dimension to her narrative."[9] Others in the west found it unprecedented for a South Korean book to address mental health so poignantly, which Hur refuted as a "condescending reaction" resulting from "prejudices and ignorance", as the book was "hardly the first time a Korean writer has talked about depression" and self-help was already "a thriving genre" around the book's domestic release.[10]

Several publications included the book on must-read lists.[11] The New York Times recommended the book in a list of memoirs and biographies for fall of 2022.[12] Foyles picked the book to be their Translated Book of the Month in July 2023.[13] Book Riot picked the book for their list of 8 Books for Women in Translation month in 2024.[14] It also received a recommendation by RM, the leader of BTS, which Hur believed greatly assisted the book's sales internationally.[15][16][17]

Sequel

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I Want to Die but I Still Want to Eat Tteokbokki (죽고 싶지만 떡볶이는 먹고 싶어 2; Jukgo sipjiman tteokbokkineun meokgo sipeo 2) is the 2019 sequel to Baek's memoir, published in South Korea by Heun Publishing. The sequel contains more records of Baek's conversations with her psychiatrist. An English translation by Hur was released in 2024, with Bloomsbury Publishing having acquired the sequel's rights in 2023 following the first book's success.[18]

References

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  1. ^ Dong-hee, Hwang (2024-06-12). "[New Book] Sequel to 'I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki' hits UK shelves". The Korea Herald. Retrieved 2024-10-28.
  2. ^ Hur, Anton (November 1, 2022). I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki: A Memoir. Bloomsbury Publishing. ISBN 978-1635579383.
  3. ^ 장, 일호 (2018-05-18). 이제 우울증을 드러낼 때가 됐다. SisaIN [ko] (in Korean). Retrieved 2024-10-28.
  4. ^ 우울증 에세이 『죽고 싶지만 떡볶이는 먹고 싶어』 정식출간. tumblbug (in Korean). Retrieved 2024-10-28.
  5. ^ I WANT TO DIE BUT I WANT TO EAT TTEOKBOKKI | Kirkus Reviews.
  6. ^ "I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki: A Memoir by Se Hee Baek". www.publishersweekly.com. Retrieved 2024-10-28.
  7. ^ Winchester, Kendra (2024-10-23). "I WANT TO DIE BUT I WANT TO EAT TTEOKBOKKI". BOOK RIOT. Retrieved 2024-10-28.
  8. ^ Toh, Wen Li; Choon, Chang May (2022-08-13). "'Revealing what I want to hide allows me to break free,' says Baek Se-hee, author of therapy memoir". The Straits Times. ISSN 0585-3923. Retrieved 2024-10-28.
  9. ^ "Finding hope in adversity". kathmandupost.com. Retrieved 2024-10-28.
  10. ^ "I Want to Die but I Want to Translate Korean Literature: Why Translation Matters Just as Much as Eating Tteokbokki". Asian American Writers' Workshop. 2023-06-28. Retrieved 2024-10-28.
  11. ^ Kembrey, Melanie (2024-06-05). "Ten great books to cosy up with this winter". The Sydney Morning Herald. Retrieved 2024-10-28.
  12. ^ Williams, John; Khatib, Joumana; Harris, Elizabeth A.; Alter, Alexandra (September 8, 2022). "15 Memoirs and Biographies to Read This Fall". The New York Times.
  13. ^ "I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki". Foyles. Retrieved October 28, 2024.
  14. ^ Winchester, Kendra (2024-08-12). "8 Books for Women in Translation Month". BOOK RIOT. Retrieved 2024-10-28.
  15. ^ SIBookDragon (2022-12-07). "I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki by Baek Sehee, translated by Anton Hur [in Booklist]". BookDragon. Retrieved 2024-10-28.
  16. ^ Toh, Wen Li; Choon, Chang May (2022-08-13). "'Revealing what I want to hide allows me to break free,' says Baek Se-hee, author of therapy memoir". The Straits Times. ISSN 0585-3923. Retrieved 2024-10-28.
  17. ^ "I Want to Die but I Want to Translate Korean Literature: Why Translation Matters Just as Much as Eating Tteokbokki". Asian American Writers' Workshop. 2023-06-28. Retrieved 2024-10-28.
  18. ^ "Bloomsbury scoops follow-up to South Korean therapy memoir". The Bookseller. Retrieved 2024-10-28.
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