Now Do You Get It Why I'm Crying?

Now Do You Get It Why I'm Crying? (Begrijpt U Nu Waarom Ik Huil?) is a 1969 documentary film by Dutch director Louis van Gasteren. The film focuses mainly on the personality of Joop, a traumatised survivor of concentration camps.

Now Do You Get It Why I'm Crying?
Directed by	Louis van Gasteren
Written by	Louis van Gasteren
Produced by	Louis van Gasteren Joke Meerman
Cinematography	Jan de Bont Peter Bos Jos van Schoor
Edited by	Rolf Orthel Jan Bostriesz Huib Duyster Bato Bachman
Production company	Spectrum Film
Release date	1969 (1969)
Running time	62 min.
Country	Netherlands
Languages	Dutch, German

Background and content

In the late 1960s, Van Gasteren was drawn to the work of the Leiden University professor Jan Bastiaans treating traumatized war survivors. Gasteren was concerned about the psychotherapeutic treatment with LSD on a former concentration camp prisoner in Bastiaans' clinic. The patient focused on was named Joop. Joop was arrested by the Nazis in September 1941 and underwent a long journey through hell among different camps until he was liberated by the Russians in 1945. Joop returned home to his wife a different man. He had nightmares, and was incapable of ordinary human contact. With two cameras, Gasteren shot about six and a half hours of the first treatment Joop underwent at Bastiaans. Particular attention is paid to details: Joop's hands, the sweat on his forehead, a tear running down his cheek slowly. From this, Gasteren edited more than one hour of film that made a big impression at release and even led to questions in Parliament. 16 mm, b/w, 62 minutes.

Sequel

In 2003 Van Gasteren directed a sequel, The Price of Survival, about Joop's surviving family and their own continued suffering after his death in 2000. 62 min, 35mm.

External links

• Now Do You Get It - 1969 at YouTube.
• The Bastiaans Method of Drug-Assisted Therapy