.No Freinds
I don't have meany friends, and the ones that I've got don't get me. I've never really been good with conversations or making friends. Some how I always get friends that don't get me, or I'm always the one that gets left out, like my friends always leave me out. They are always adding each other on medias with out thinking about me. They always think about each other's opinions without even thinking about asking what I think! I get left behind, ignored etc. Sometimes I just need to take a break and I go where no one can see me. Last year I actually found one person who got me, the only one in years! But of course she left me to go to a nicer collage. Whenever people try talk to me I always come back with one word, and they just leave because they think I'm boring but everytime before I say that one word in my head im trying to think of so many other ways to start a conversation but I can never think of the right sentence. At the start of this year I didn't even want to try anymore and I just hid away and didn't say a word until my friends came and took me under their wing but I'm starting to think they are not that good at listening to me. I would love to hear some people's stories if anyone wants to share, and I hope soon I'll be better with making friends and conversation starters!