I want to dive into a nuclear reactor,

Surrounded by beautiful blue light,

If I dive into the nuclear reactor,

Then I can let it all go.


I want to dive into a nuclear reactor,

So the memories melt away to white,

If I dive into the nuclear reactor,

Then I'll be able to sleep as I did long ago,

That's how I feel.


ALLEGRO. AGITATO.

My ears won't stop ringing.

ALLEGRO. AGITATO.

My ears won't stop ringing.


I want to dive into a nuclear reactor,

Fly to the core.

MELTING CORE.


(translated lyrcis from "Meltdown" by Kagamine Rin.)


I believe a introduction is in order. I always have trouble writing a good intro for myself because I tend to come off looking like I'm stuck up or a weaboo. I don't believe I'm either of these, I just tend over think something simple like this. Well here goes nothing...

LOADING STELLAR(EMA).exe INTRO(DUCTION)...

For starters: my name is Emily but you may call me Stellar. I love the Japanese culture and I'm not scared to say it. I enjoy Japan's music, food, fashion, movies, video games, history, and comics. I also find Poland a interesting country culturally but not as much as Japan. Like many other teens across the globe, I am attempting to learn some Japanese so the vast land of visual novels and anime can become more clear to me. I love to draw cartoons and have ever since I was in 4th grade. I want to become a comic artist when I grow up but I've realized that's a sky high goal to achieve. It may never happen, who knows? But I will continue to work on my art no matter what. I do wish to have a job in the art field one day, even if it's not being a cartoonist. My hobbies include making Electronic music (Trance mainly), singing, playing visual novels/Nintendo games, playing the keyboard, Cosmology, and Meteorology. I am also very into Horror. (such as... Stephen King, Nitro+, Black Cyc, Jhonen Vasquez, ect.)

As a artist I am naturally am attracted to certain things based on my personality. So that would mean my biggest fandoms personally are...

• the VOCALOID concept known as "Meltdown"

• Tron

• Super Mario Bros.

• War of the Worlds