Chchcheckit is currently experiencing mental health issues, which may affect their Wikipedia editing in various ways. They may have:
altered perception when making editorial judgements, determining consensus, or reading Wikipedia discussions addressed to them;
reduced availability on Wikipedia during times when they experience issues;
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Hi, I'm Adeline, born (2003-09-18) September 18, 2003 (age22), also known by my dumbass Beastie Boys reference Wikipedia handle Chchcheckit. I am from the United Kindgom, use she/they pronouns, and mainly write about albums/artists of rock, pop, metal, rap music and whatnot. I also have ADHD/Autism, often get confused/stressed/overwhelmed and don't always know the best way of saying things or asking for help, and find editing/writing to be a chaotic/neurotic process, but usually gets there. When I am very stressed I can be very snarky/ironic/bitter because I want to feel in control over things I don't have the skills to manage, when complete control is impossible/a stupid corrupt ideal that never actually leads to anything good. which i am sorry for (although actions>words)
I do not want to feel nothing or become an automaton. I would like to escape the circle of only getting help when on my knees, at which point you lose sight of reality and get pavlov dogged into running away from fear and negative stimuli associated with the bad times instead of doing, creating, or finishing anything that proves you can exist beyond that hell. which is art, basically. i don't believe maturity = you becoming a jaded motherfucker, and hopefully i will bloom like a flower. we have been finding more of ourself this past year; my life is not a fairytale but i can still be a princess lololol. the goal for life and eternity is to KILL IT (conditioned fear/shame). and to prove that you do not necessarily need money to have a good time. although it sure helps:')
"What you do not question, you will never challenge" — Chchcheckit
VISIBILITY MEANS NOTHING IF YOU DONT TRULY EVALUATE/ENGAGE WITH THE ART/IST
you should read: Pearson, Tanya (2025). Pretend We're Dead: The Rise, Fall, and Resurrection of Women in Rock in the '90s. Grand Central Publishing. ISBN9780306833397.
In erecting a press exclusion zone around themselves, Huggy Bear have split their personality. To decipher their ideas now involves wrestling with a tangle of comment, a media Frankenstein of opinion, hearsay and rumour, where the often misguided idealism of journalistic supporters meets the disinformation of their opponents. [...] Huggy Bear are important, but it's not their form and not their content that makes them so. Continually shuffling instruments and roles, the fluidity of their structure contrasts heavily with the coherence of the personal experiences voiced in their music. It's this free trade in band dynamics that's ultimately more radical than any sabre wielding song.
↑formerly known as the eternal concussion, Attention Defecit Correction Disorder, "g0r3 h3ll h3ll h3ll",a,a,a,a,a,a,h [sic], regret, and tyranny of words. And "documenting the ever-wracking editorial guilt™". ok so apparently i score really high for depression
